I descended into the fire; my personal fear comes alive
in this ravine curling sidelong the highway
flames leap from the asphaltic shale
an artesian well of fire
I think Johnny Cash & Zarathustra;
did my dad & Nietzsche have so much in common?
Ring of Fire & Self-Overcoming –
gales cannot extinguish this blaze of glory
& associated smells; Oklahoma oil in a jar from the Hunton formation
my dad talking about the well near the Wynnewood refinery
& my brother sneaking charred hotdogs off the backyard grill
all the while, I'm here in the Absheron Peninsula, knowing
I’ve been here before; many times
We are nearing an ancient temple
Zoroastrians worshipped this same eternal flame
two thousand years ago, muffled by paisley carpets
Good vs. Evil
weavers repeated flames with brilliant wool and silk
in infinite tones of scarlet, burgundy, & simple red
thousands of miles away, my aunt served her daughter's wedding cake on silver
saved by an uncle who said Berlin was like Dresden –
fire bombing was a terrible way to discipline a city
some streets burned for days, asphalt ignited
where water had been long supplanted by dirt & defoliated dreams
my heart burns
my head erupts in paisley
just that small fact that history changes
but the same earth burns
the true good is in the flame itself
purity comes from the inner core of fire
thousands of years, we sometimes discover the ancient truths
sometimes not –
it’s just that now I see the way history was & will always be…
& my bones weep
like wax
passed close to the flame